Sunday, September 5, 2004

Septemeber 11th 2001 to me

September 11th has come to mean many things to this country. It was definitely the defining moment of my life. I was just a baby when President Kennedy was shot and killed, I was a small child and protected from the war in Viet Nam even though most of my family was on active duty, I didn't understand enough about politics to know what Watergate meant. With me, I can say I knew where I was the days the Space Shuttles exploded (both of them) and I was glued to the TV during Desert Storm, and my heart broke with the Kansas City bombing, But I felt September 11th, 2001 all the way to my core, it shattered my "Happily Ever After"
For now I knew what it was like to live in fear, it happened on American soil, it wasn't a far off "war torn country."


It took living one day at a time to move on with my life, to live it for those that could no longer live theirs. It is now in their honor I live and enjoy life as an American again.  This is my tribute, written when I was able to "feel" again and move on.  It is my resolve.


 


                            September 11, 2001 Memorial

                                I thought I knew fear
                                Until September 11, 2001

                                I thought I knew pain
                                Until September 11, 2001

                                I thought IKnew terror
                                Until September 11, 2001

                                I thought I knew grief
                                Until September 11, 2001

                                I thought I knew despair
                                Until September 11, 2001

                                I thought I knew peace
                                Until September 11, 2001


                                I thought I knew freedom
                                Until September 11, 2001

                                I thought I knew patriotism
                                Until September 11, 2001


                                I thought I knew respect
                                Until September 11, 2003

                                I thought I knew honor
                                Until September 11, 2001

                                I thought I couldn't go on
                                Until September 12, 2001


5 comments:

Anonymous said...

THAT IS BEAUTIFUL. AND ONCE AGAIN, YOU WROTE MOST OF WHAT I FELT!!
I WISH I HAD YOUR TALENT FOR WRITING. I ADMIRE YOUR JOURNAL SO MUCH. CAN YOU TELL? I AM HERE EVERY DAY !! LOL!!
KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK. :)
KIM.

Anonymous said...

That tribute was absolutely beautiful.  I am sure your sentiment is shared by every American.  It feels like it happened just yesterday to me.  Wow.

I found your journal through a comment you left in my sister's journal.  I really like the way you write!  I am the sister with the bald hair who should wear big earrings :-)...I do like to dress well and put on nice jewelry for myself.  I do wish my hair would grow, though.  Come visit me sometime!  Take care!
http://journals.aol.com/valphish/ValsThoughts  

Anonymous said...

that was sooo beautiful. You have such a talent for writing don't let it go to waste.

http://journals.aol.com/dancingmuffins/Whenpigsfly

LAURA!

Anonymous said...

Moments in time that are forever scorched across our memories....a beautiful poem for an awful event...thank you....Sandi

Anonymous said...

You expressed this so well. We all understand fully.