The good news is that the Breast MRI came back just fine....I even breathed a deep sigh of relief.....until I heard the word.....But.
Ok, In my head I hear myself thinking, "OK, the other shoe is about to drop, once again.....
Dr. Office: But what they did detect was a "suspicious lesion" in your lung now.
Me: What? (even though I was really thinking more along the lines of WTF?) Now what?
Dr. Office: "Well, the MRI is not a good diagnostic tool for lung x-rays, so you will have to go to the hospital for a cat scan of your lungs now. Have you ever had a lung CT?
Me: By now I think just about every part of my body has had a CT and a MRI....how soon can we get this done?
Dr. Office: I already went and set you up an appointment for ASAP and that date is next Friday 3:00 p.m.
Me: Is that the soonest they can see me?
Dr Office: Yes, but you can check back all next week and see if there are any cancellations......Kim, I know it's hard but try not to worry.
Me: Me? Worry? As I go running for the shelter of this Momma's little helper (My little bottle of XANAX) I'll try not to worry
Within a half an hour I had no more worries......I have a feeling I will be using that lil pill for more than just sleep over the next week or so.
Dear God, (part 2)
So God, even though I am extremely grateful for the benign results of the cervix biopsy and then the good news on my right breast results (May my left breast rest in peace)....can ya give me just one more pass? I'm beginning to loose a lil of my sunny disposition in all this....so one more negative test result would really be helpful.
So again............I sit, I wait and I wonder and now that pimple issue don't seem so bad right now! lol lol lol
But seriously....I'm getting a lil battle weary