tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post3737075054538829805..comments2023-12-24T12:59:43.645-08:00Comments on I Shaved My Legs For This: where my head is at today 10-14-07demandnlilchit @ aolhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15513233303839650104noreply@blogger.comBlogger48125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post-80703829451368042092007-10-14T11:55:00.000-07:002007-10-14T11:55:00.000-07:00((((((((((((((((((HUGSOYOU))))))))))))))))))))))I ...((((((((((((((((((HUGSOYOU))))))))))))))))))))))I wish I knew the right words to say,I dont,all,I can say is I am praying for you and hoping your Doctor can help you with the pain meds.Yes,tommrow is a new day.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post-90449150951494767052007-10-14T11:58:00.000-07:002007-10-14T11:58:00.000-07:00You are such a strong lady..we admire you so much ...You are such a strong lady..we admire you so much and all I want to do is what is already being done by your loving family hug you and love you cradle that lovely head of yours to my ample chest and let you just rest rest rest.... Goodnight my dear warrior...prayers encircling you all the hours God gives us. Love through the tears from Sybil xxxxAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post-68098576162073661602007-10-14T12:00:00.001-07:002007-10-14T12:00:00.001-07:00Fabulous attitude! And great advice...Fabulous attitude! And great advice...Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post-8434034862786114712007-10-14T12:00:00.000-07:002007-10-14T12:00:00.000-07:00Humbling is the only word I can come up with. To ...Humbling is the only word I can come up with. To be able to stand back and look your situation in the eye is remarkable. Have a good tomorrow.<br>Bunny xxAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post-34822004404887607992007-10-14T12:01:00.000-07:002007-10-14T12:01:00.000-07:00That is what is so bad about all of these medicine...That is what is so bad about all of these medicines... they make you sick as a dog! They extend your life for years but you live it miserably. I was on a long term medicine... I don't want to say why, but I had a choice to make... the medicine made me so miserably sick that I just felt like it would be better to die. Well, I made my choice.. to me "quality" is better than the "quantity" of life. That's only me tho sweety... I'm a weird person ;) -MissyAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post-45125994184889788392007-10-14T12:02:00.000-07:002007-10-14T12:02:00.000-07:00I have to be honest, it's my nature, sometimes...I have to be honest, it's my nature, sometimes I don't know how people with treatable not curable cancer make it each day, to find that will. Those are the people, like yourself that I admire, the strength, the determination and the inner fight. I wish you felt better, I wish you could get a break. I hate seeing you go through all of this and I can't imagine just how your family feels, but mostly how YOU feel. I think you are an amazing fighter, a sureal spirit and a great woman. And keep fighting, because you have what it takes :)<br>hugs<br>AngAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post-19482297911344685762007-10-14T12:08:00.000-07:002007-10-14T12:08:00.000-07:00This entry moved me to tears...believe me, if I co...This entry moved me to tears...believe me, if I could take away your illness and everyone else dealing with this horrible disease I would. Since I cannot do that I will offer you my Prayers and good thoughts.<br>Lisa<br>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post-12583574164405086672007-10-14T12:12:00.000-07:002007-10-14T12:12:00.000-07:00Even though I've been following you ever since...Even though I've been following you ever since this journey began (or close to it), it still stuns me to see it all laid out there. 4 chemos in just over a year. That's amazing. Just makes me want to give you a hug - and do something for you to make you feel better. Listen, I know your family is precious and worth fighting for, but so are you. You alone are precious enough to fight for. What a sweetheart you are. A complex, interesting and tough gal. :-)<br>Take care,<br>StephanieAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post-61764761726688173602007-10-14T12:18:00.000-07:002007-10-14T12:18:00.000-07:00Cancer truly is a horrid thing - especially for th...Cancer truly is a horrid thing - especially for those that are dealing with it as a chronic condition. It thrills me that they have more and more treatments but with the millions and millions of dollars spent, we should be closer to finding cures for more types of cancer. Also, it would be wonderful with these new treatments if they could find some that would have less side effects so quality of life would be better. Okay, stepping off my soapbox. LOL Good luck with Dr. Serious on Tuesday. "The only courage that matters is the kind that gets you from one moment to the next." Author - Mignon McLaughlin<br><br>In sisterhood,<br>VikiAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post-69707627457184384542007-10-14T12:21:00.000-07:002007-10-14T12:21:00.000-07:00Chronic illness is draining physically, emotionall...Chronic illness is draining physically, emotionally, and spiritually. There are hills and valleys...sounds like you're deep within a valley now. I hope that you can find some small joy in each day. Sometimes life makes no sense and it is all very unfair. I'm so sorry that you're suffering so much.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post-83006591177404065152007-10-14T12:27:00.000-07:002007-10-14T12:27:00.000-07:00Dear Kim,I so wish that your Doctor Pelic was stil...Dear Kim,<br>I so wish that your Doctor Pelic was still here, if not to do anything but to just give you some love, comfort, and peace of mind.<br>I know you are so tired of all this by now...a person can only take so much and you have braved far more than your share of pain and sickness...Please do not feel that you have to continue be brave 100% of the time Kim....there are times when everyone needs to sit back and let someone comfort THEM.<br>I am praying for you Kim, and I ask right now, that in the Holy name of JESUS that you be healed of all cancer.<br>God bless you,<br>love,<br>carleneAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post-55147456756398123922007-10-14T12:42:00.000-07:002007-10-14T12:42:00.000-07:00You are indeed a tough breed, Kim. In countless w...You are indeed a tough breed, Kim. In countless ways. Your courage and your strength (even as your heart is weak) carries you (and ME sometimes!) through each day, looking to tomorrow as the gift that it is. Thank you for touching my life.<br><br>::tight hug::<br><br>MichelleAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post-8933185681785620812007-10-14T12:53:00.000-07:002007-10-14T12:53:00.000-07:00I had a family Dr like that, and I agree I wish he...I had a family Dr like that, and I agree I wish he was still around because they did genuinely fix you. I am praying for you and I know you are fighting so hard, and there is so much I wish to say to you, but can't. I admire you. I love the fight you are giving this dreaded disease.<br><br>Michele<br>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post-41808424677388656032007-10-14T12:58:00.000-07:002007-10-14T12:58:00.000-07:00I am sick and tired of you being sick and tired to...I am sick and tired of you being sick and tired too. I have been reading your journal for a while and would like to thank you for sharing your intimate journey. I do not know how strong you are but I do know that you are brave and you are a risk-taker. You have put yourself out in cyberspace for all to watch, examine, compare, judge and you did it with such grace and dignity. You are a great teacher. You shared your fears and you were real. Thank you. There is not one doubt in my mind at your ability to love deeply or your willingness to find beauty (or/and humor) in small things that most of us overlook. <br>Be Good to Yourself. Listen to your Inner Voice. <br>Linda in Southern Calif. <br>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post-60459084084990676652007-10-14T13:01:00.000-07:002007-10-14T13:01:00.000-07:00O Lord, In this time of need, strengthen me. You a...O Lord, <br>In this time of need, strengthen me. <br>You are my strength and my shield; <br>You are my refuge and strength, <br>a very present help in trouble. <br>I know, Father, <br>that Your eyes go to and fro throughout the earth <br>to strengthen those whose hearts long for You. <br>The body grows weary, <br>but my hope is in You <br>to renew my strength.<br>I do not fear, <br>for You are with me.<br>I am not dismayed or overwhelmed, <br>for You are my God. <br>I know You will strengthen me and help me; <br>that You will uphold me with Your righteous hand. <br>Even as the shadows of illness cover me, <br>I feel the comfort of Your strength, O Lord.<br>Amen.<br><br>For I am sure that neither death, nor life, nor angels, <br>nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, <br>nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, <br>will be able to separate us from the love of God <br>in <br>Christ Jesus our Lord.<br>Romans 8:38-39 (RSV)<br><br>http://www.livescience.com/health/070104_cancer_prayer.html <br>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post-88705897430720182942007-10-14T13:25:00.000-07:002007-10-14T13:25:00.000-07:00I know you will be around to see it! I am sending...I know you will be around to see it! I am sending you warrior prayers... Can they let you do injections of the anti puke stuff at home???<br><br>be well,<br>Dawn<br>http://journals.aol.com/princesssaurora/CarpeDiem/<br>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post-73806348415169727722007-10-14T13:27:00.000-07:002007-10-14T13:27:00.000-07:00Kim, your strength and attitude is what is getting...Kim, your strength and attitude is what is getting you by each day and your wonderful family. I wish I had a close knit family. One day at a time Sweet Jesus. I wish the family doctor was back again also.<br><br> JulieAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post-48186703551708139142007-10-14T13:30:00.000-07:002007-10-14T13:30:00.000-07:00Kim you are an amazing strong person whom I pray f...Kim you are an amazing strong person whom I pray for every single day. Hugs and love Marla<br><br>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post-65463671555831423872007-10-14T14:19:00.000-07:002007-10-14T14:19:00.000-07:00I can't tell you how much I wish that your cur...I can't tell you how much I wish that your current battle could be cured with a pat on the head and a lollypop. It just doesn't seem fair to me that someone with such a warm and generous spirit and a loving heart should have to endure so much. I pray for you all the time...that you will feel well enough to enjoy your life to the absolute fullest, with your family and friends around you always.<br><br>One day at a time my friend.....<br>((hugs)) and love,<br>JeanneAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post-62491544631756007942007-10-14T14:34:00.000-07:002007-10-14T14:34:00.000-07:00Kim, I pray for you every day, I pray that you can...Kim, <br><br>I pray for you every day, I pray that you can find a medication that will not make you weak and sick. I pray that the lord gives you strength to continue your fight.<br><br>Love and Hugs,<br><br>JennAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post-28967905845240987812007-10-14T14:36:00.001-07:002007-10-14T14:36:00.001-07:00Kim ... you strengthen my resolved to live each of...Kim ... you strengthen my resolved to live each of my days to the fullest ... my thoughts, my good wishes and my prayers are with you every single day. I am in awe of your strength, your willingness to let us all read about your daily struggles. ~kAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post-49276069936242833032007-10-14T14:36:00.000-07:002007-10-14T14:36:00.000-07:00You are a tough girl!! I hope that you get a trea...You are a tough girl!! I hope that you get a treatment that you can tolerate better. LindaAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post-66767437200274976752007-10-14T14:50:00.000-07:002007-10-14T14:50:00.000-07:00You got that right Kim, you are a tough breed. I ...You got that right Kim, you are a tough breed. I read every word here and shared it with my husband. His mom is fighting with cancer too. She is back on chemo, but has not had the severe side effects with illness at her stomach. I told him she is very, very blessed. She is losing her hair and sleeps alot. Her doctor has given her two years, but with no chemo she'd leave us in two months. The strength and resolve of folks that fight this disease is incredible to me. I continue to pray and hope for you, for his mom, for Irene and others....God's blessings on you!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post-56999605523243941402007-10-14T15:29:00.000-07:002007-10-14T15:29:00.000-07:00Kim, you are definitely a Warrior we all see it da...Kim, you are definitely a Warrior we all see it daily in the way you handle whatever comes your way. So sorry your treatment is making you so sick dear, please when you Dr. Serious on Tuesday, ask him if you haven't already about RFA that I've mentioned before to see if this is a possible help for you. Know you are always in my special thoughts and prayers dear. Hope you can feel the hug I'm sending thru the computer for you. Bless you dear....Arlene (AJ) Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7325978708379517839.post-91208505168864832062007-10-14T16:04:00.000-07:002007-10-14T16:04:00.000-07:00We here in j-land are pulling on that rope as hard...We here in j-land are pulling on that rope as hard as we can. Trying to pull you out of your pain so you can have some good days to enjoy your life and family. Hope things go well with Dr. Serious. I wish your Dr. Pelic was still here if for nothing else but to give you comfort and advice. PaulaAnonymousnoreply@blogger.com